last night was good(:
though i hate seeing people drunk, it was a nice night with the people who were just tipsyy.(:
im glad this years coming to an end..though i dont seem to see it like everyone else..new year new start? ha. hell no.
you still have to live with all of the mistakes you've made in the past year. all of the things that have changed. all of the things that will never be the same. i see time as one long rolling thing. i'd like it if it would reverse...or speed up. i want summer. i want summer holidays..study leave. and i want them how they were last year..
there are certain things i'll miss about this year..certain things i really wont.
i am so happy schools nearly over.. i can't stand it!.
am completely dreading going back to school, its horrible and i swear i spend more time in student support than in lessons:S.
as for everything else... well its going as good as can be expected i guess. i never expected any more from the people in my life.

and to end this really weird, disjointed, rambling blog, happy new years, and for those who believe in a fresh start..well..goood luck with thatt:P.

and im nothing more than a line in your book.

...but to me..you're the entire novel.

SNOWWW!<3.
Dontchu love it?
its made everything look beautiful!
so what that new jersey are beating us..only by three inchess!
even with the snow, im not feeling overly christmassy yet.
however i've seen him,and the ice is an extra excuse to request a hug. so i love the snow for now;D.XD.
i cant believe how well house arts went, i had the best time everrrr with it this year, was really amazing, well done girlies<3.
everythingsss just candyyyyyyy^_^
nothings actually going right; but im the girl who just doesnt give a fuck:')
well, for now at least. until he ignores me, or until im moaned at, or forced into training.
for these five minutes.
im the happiest i have been in a long time.
almost as happy as when im in your arms.
y'know. you. the one who makes all of this worthwhile.
iloveyou. and i know its in secret.
oh and that 2%..you turned out to be just what i needed to get through the rough patches;D. thankyou.
<3.
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to finish..Merry Christmas!
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