i just had a sudden realisation. all this time ive been searching for happiness, and im finally finding it in the places i least expected to. and now ive got it im looking to the future, trying to work out how to achieve happiness when im older..and ive finally figured out that happiness isnt a destination, its a journey..happiness will come and go throughout my life, and the best thing i can do is well..just follow where life takes me, and for once, trust myself. so its taken me a long time to work it out, and ive spent the entire first half of the school year working that out; but ive decided, from now on im doing what makes me happy now. and all i can do is hope that thats enough to keep me happy. (: